love: relationships of understanding: mystery of the visual and inner workings… of them and of you, I love. Joy Jane June 48th short 08.30.2019 untitled

a history frozen

* * * ✳︎ ❊ □ The silent air suspends its weightless; the geometric crystalized flakes of broken water obey gravity’s pull. This fall is a marionetting display of dance and enchantment, proving the magic of atmosphere. If existence of interstellar ice is abundant, in the discoverer’s mind, a frozen history is preserved; does the … More a history frozen

inflated realm

Mirrored in my eyes, I am not you. If blinded, do the insecurities of pain, helplessness and defeat of self image alter? If sighted, do the shields of anguish, realism and humility of self image create damage? The you of you, I know not. The me of you, I desire. The they of you is … More inflated realm

hot chocolate cake

Hot pepper dark chocolate cake and ganache with candied Thai chili peppers Baked by Whip Patisserie – me I try not to shy away from working out of my comfort zone… cakes are out of my comfort zone… I’ve had to make 3 different cakes of various heights to figure out the right timing to … More hot chocolate cake


Is this lost feeling good? The opening of air rushing in as my frame expands to climax, perspective shifts and I sink inside… What words spoken are meticulously black or white, words and their definition… definitions have webs of intent and perception… I deconstruct so far as to “organize” into constituent parts; solely, to create … More deconstruct


The cabinet holds the trinkets of memories… gone events, faded emotions, worn details… . . . I close the cabinet, shaking off the tape recorded conversation running on a loop in my head. Ki is here. His muscular languid stride up the stairs, is fluid but heavy… I don’t know how many stairs down I … More doors


I will not ignore my cravings for a reward. … will you? Joy Jane June 41st short 08.18.2019 reward


Look. When I am of occupation, I am suspended and locked in the mind as I exercise my senses… “Th-when” my mind searches and lashes out, the mastery of boredom is understood… the pleasures, the stimulation and the captivity of art and creation bring a giddy of fun… Discovering and rediscovering have a newness with … More boredom


fait maison Meringue Egg w/ Lemon Custard & Candied Bacon Baked by Whip Patisserie – me

stranger within

When we were pre-teens, Rosie wrote me the most beautiful hate letter. The delicate envelope was made from fine fibers tinted with the blush of pink and with hand drawn flowers so beautiful and detailed only added to the charm of the fat envelope. Inside a treasure of hate bursted at the seams and the … More stranger within